Saturday, October 2, 2021

‘‘LOVE OF MY LIFE’’- BOLOT (PART-1)

 

 ‘‘LOVE OF MY LIFE’’- BOLOT

 

 

TODAY IS MY NEW DAY.

MR. & MRS. BOLOT

 


(‘‘ANGEL OF MY LIFE’’)

AFTER LONG DAY’S (YEAR’S) I HAVE FOUND TODAY ‘‘A LITTLE ANGEL’’ IN MY LIFE.  I WAS JUST WONDERING BEFORE, WHOM & WHEN WILL MY ‘‘LOVE OF MY LIFE’’ WILL COME INTO MY HEART AND LIVED FOR A 1000 & 1000 YEARS IN MY HEART. TODAY SHE HAS ENTERED IN MY LIFE AS AN ANGEL AND IT’S GOING TO BE A HAPPY EVER.    SHE IS THE ONLY ONE WHOM I LOVE HER IN MY PRESENT & FUTURE (NO PAST LIFE; ONLY PRESENT NOW). DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH SHE LOVED ME, BUT I KNOW THAT SHE LOVED ME TOO. WE GAVE OUR PAD NAME AS BOLOT.

 

 


SOCIAL MEDIA

 

WE FIRST CAME TO KNOW EACH OTHER IN THE YEAR 2017. WE CHAT THROUGH SOCIAL MEDIA. WE HAVE CHAT ONLY FOR A COUPLE OF WEEK DURING THAT TIME; WE HAVEN’T ASKED EACH OTHER ABOUT OUR PERSONAL DETAILS. AFTER FEW MONTHS OF CHATTING, WE STOP CHATTING FOR A YEAR. FROM THAT DAY ONWARD WE DON’T HAVE ANY CONTACT THROUGH SOCIAL MEDIA OR ANY OTHER PLACE.

 


RELATIONSHIP START

 

ONE DAY, I WAS VERY BORED AND ALONE AT THAT TIME I DON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO AT MY HOME. DURING THAT TIME I DON’T USE SOCIAL MEDIA MUCH, I USED LESS AND I DON’T EVEN CHAT WITH ANYONE FOR LONG TIME BUT SUDDENLY I FEEL LIKE CHATTING SOMEONE (MAMA) THAT TIME SUDDENLY IT HAPPEN ON MY MIND, MY HEART FORCE ME TO CHAT WITH HER ON THAT DAY. SO, I SEND HER MY FIRST CHAT (HI, HOW ARE YOU.....................ETC). WE STARTED CHATTING REGULARLY FROM THAT DAY ONWARD AND WE START OUR RELATIONSHIP AFTER FEW WEEKS. AGAIN, AFTER ONE MONTH WE STARTED MEETING AND KNOWING EACH OTHER, AFTER A COUPLE OF MONTHS WE TRY TO KNOW EACH OTHER. WE STARTED TALKING, MEETING, SHARING A NUMBER ...ETC. WE FALL IN LOVE AND START DATING. NOW WE ARE IN A GOOD RELATIONSHIP. WE USED TO TALK (CALL, CHAT...ETC) EVERYDAY. AFTER MEETING HER I REALIZE SHE PERFECT FOR ME AND I AM HAPPY WITH HER SO, WE ARE IN A GOOD RELATIONSHIP AND GOOD IN BONDING. WE CARE RESPECTS EACH OTHER. WE ARE DEEPLY IN LOVE. THAT WAS OUR BEST DAY EVER. WE LIVE HAPPILY. THAT WAS A MOMENT, BEST DAY IN MY LIFE AFTER GETTING HER. I REALIZE SHE IS THE ONE, WHOM I WILL MARRY IN MY FUTURE. EVERY THING IS GOING GOOD. THIS IS A MATER OF LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP HERE, EVERYTHING WILL HAVE AS GOOD AS WELL AS BAD. IN THIS CASE THE THING IS HOW WE WILL HANDLE OUR RELATIONSHIP IN GOOD TIME & BAD TIME.

 


 

    MISS-UNDERSTANDING

 

ONE DAY, I TRIED CALLING HER FROM (10:30 P.M-28/06/2021 TO 1:30 A.M ON 29/06/2021) I SEND HER MESSAGES BUT NO REPLY, I CHAT HER IN WHATSAAP BUT NO REPLY, I TRIED & TRIED CALLING TO HER, BUT NO RESPONSE. I WAS WAITING HER CALLS & TEXTS FROM HER SINCE FROM NIGHT TO MORNING. I CHECKED HER TEXT THOUGH SHE REPLY ME OR NOT ON MY PHONE BUT IT'S USELESS NOTHING RESPONCE HAS COME FROM HER SIDE. DAY BY DAY HER REACTION IS CHANGING, SHE WAS NOT LIKE BEFORE. I JUST GOT A WAITING ON HER CELL PHONE AROUND (10:30 P.M - 1:30 A.M) MIDNIGHT WHEN I CALL HER PHONE. I TRIED MANY TIMES BUT IT HAPPENED LIKE IT WAS MY DREAMS. CAN'T BELIEVE ONE DAY SHE WILL DO AT TO ME LIKE THIS. SHE BROKE MY TRUST, MY HAPPINESS, EVERYTHING SHE BROKE TO ME. I WAS WAITING & WAITING HER CALL, AND ITS ALREADY GOING TO BE A MORNING 4:00 A.M, AND UNTIL SHE CALLS ME ON THAT NIGHT I WAS WAITING WHOLE NIGHT. BUT NOTING CAME FROM HER SIDE. I WAS JUST WORRIED NOW WHAT TO DO NEXT. I FEEL LIKE SHE JUST GO FAR AWAY FROM MY SIGHT, SHE WAS THE PERSON WHOM I LOVED NOW WITH MY BUTTON OF MY HEARTH BUT SHE’S THE ONE WHO DID THESE TO ME TODAY. I KNOW SHE SHOW MY MISS CALLS & MESSAGES BUT SHE DON'T EVEN REPLY ME BACK TO MY CALLS & SHE JUST WATCH THE DRAMA OF CALLING HER FOR MORE THAN 150 CALLS & MORE THEN 100 OF MESSAGES, AND MORE THEN 100 CHAT IN WHATSAAP BUT SHE HAVEN’T REPLY ME ONCE ON THAT DAY.

   NEXT DAY, I WAS STILL WAITING HER CALL AND MESSAGE, I STAY WHOLE NIGHT ON THAT DAY BECAUSE OF MY LOVE IS TRUE FOR HER AND I’AM SERIOUS ABOUT HER. NOW IT’S ALREADY 6:00 A.M, NOW I FEEL MYSELF AS I DID A MISTAKE BY LOVING HER, IN MY MIND LOTS OF QUESTION MY MYSELF THAT WHAT TO DO AND WHAT NOT TO DO, DON’T KNOW NEXT WHAT WILL HAPPENED TO ME WITHOUT HER, BUT SOMETIMES IN MY MIND IT COMES BAD ABOUT HER, NO IDEA WHAT TO DO? HOW WILL I CONTACT TO HER? MANY QUESTION ABOUT HER IN MY MIND, BUT SUDDENLY AFTER FEW MINUTES I GOT A MISS CALL OF HER, AFTER GETTING MISS CALL I WAS VERY EXCITED AND BECOME HAPPY AND IN MY FACE MY SMILE CAME BACK IN NEXT MORNING, AFTER THAT WE TALK AND I ASK HER ABOUT LAST NIGHT AND SHE EXPLAIN ME ABOUT LAST NIGHT CONDITION, SHE IS NOT THE ONE WHO SPOKE LAST NIGHT ON HER CALL, IT WAS HER BROTHER (SIBLING) WHO SPOKE ON HER PHONE DUE TO HIS HER BROTHER RECHARGE WAS EXPIRED ON THAT NIGHT. HE TOOK HER SISTER PHONE AND TALK TO HIS GIRLFRIEND WHOLE NIGHT. DURING THAT TIME WHEN EVER I CALL HER NUMBER, HE CUT MY CALL SO, I WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED HOW CAN SHE CUT MY PHONE CALL FOR THE FIRST TIME ON THAT NIGHT AND AFTER I STARTED FEELING SAD AND ANGRY ON THAT NIGHT BUT AT LAST IT WAS A MISS-UNDERSTANDING. BUT EVERYONE WILL THING AS I THING ON THAT MID-NIGHT, IF YOU CALL AND REJECT YOUR PHONE CALL YOU WILL ALSO FEEL SAME AS I FEEL, BUT IT CAN BE ANOTHER PERSON USING WHO IS USING ANOTHER PHONE. WE SHOULD NOT THINK NEGATIVE WE SHOULD BE POSITIVE IF WE LOVE OUR GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND. SOMETIME IT CAN BE WRONG WHAT WE SEE AND WHAT WE UNDERSTAND.......................................... BE POSITIVE AND BELIEVE EACH OTHER.

 

 

..................................................................................................... (BELIEVE IN EACH OTHER).................................................................................................

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