''LOVE OF MY LIFE ''- BOLOT (PART 2)

 

THE DAY OF HER BIRTHDAY

 

TODAY- (15 SEPTEMBER 2021) IT IS HER FIRST BIRTHDAY AFTER BEING RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. IT IS HER 26^TH BIRTHDAY. IN THIS SPECIAL DAY (BIRTHDAY OF MY BELOVED) SHE WAS PLANNING TO CELEBRATE HER FIRST BIRTHDAY WITH ME BUT UNFORTUNATELY WE CAN’T EVEN CELEBRATE IN HER SPECIAL DAY. IT IS A VERY WORST DAY IN MY LIFE, AFTER PLANING OF CELEBRATION. THE TIME HAS CHANGED IN OUR LIFE. WE BOTH HAVE WORST DAY EVER THIS TIME. TODAY WE HAVE LOTS OF PROBLEM IN OUR HEALTH, ITS VERY SERIOUS FOR OUR BOTH OF OUR HEALTH. WE HAVE LOTS OF CRISIS OF MONEY TOO, IN THIS CONDITION WE DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT, EVERY THING IS STOP ON OUR MIND , IT’S VERY SERIOUS BUT WE CAN’T EVEN DO NOTHING, BLANK IN MY MIND (FULL STOP). THOUGH WE CAN’T CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY NOR CAN’T GO FOR OUR TREATMENT. WE HAVE MANY QUESTIONS INSIDE OUR MIND. WE JUST STAY SILENT, AS NOTHING IS IN OUR MIND. OUR SMILE HAS GONE DAY BY DAY. IN THIS PRESENT SITUATION WE SUFFER LOTS OF PROBLEM AND IT’S A VERY WORST TIME FOR US IN OUR LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME. HOW MANY DAYS IT WILL GO LIKE THIS IN OUR LIFE, WE CAN’T EVEN THING & REALIZE THIS COULD BE HAPPENED IN OUR LIFE.  WE SHOULD NOT LOSS OUR CONFIDENT AND TRUST. WE NEED TO THINK (TODAY IS OUR DARK DAY & TOMORROW IS OUR BRIGHT DAY) WE HAVE TO PASS THESE BAD TIMES IN OUR LIFE, WE SHOULD HOPE FOR THE BEST DAY’S FOR OUR UPCOMING DAY’S. WE NEED TO CARE EACH OTHER IN THIS BAD SITUATION (WE SHOULD LOVE AND RESPECT EACH OTHER, MORE IN THIS WORST (BAD) TIME (SITUATION) THEN ONLY WE WILL KNOW MORE ABOUT EACH OTHER AND IT WILL INCREASE MORE LOVE AND FEELINGS). I DON’T EVEN HAVE STRENGTH TO WISH ON HER BIRTHDAY. THOUGH I WISH YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, YOU ARE ALWAYS BE PART OF MY LIFE & I ALWAYS LOOKING FORWARD FOR YOUR GOOD AND BEST DAY. THOUGH WE CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR, (I ALWAYS CELEBRATE INSIDE MY HEARTH, IF YOU ARE WITH ME). BIRTHDAY WILL COME AND GO, IF NOT THIS YEAR, NEXT COMING YEAR LETS CELEBRATE NICELY, THE THING IS NOW HOW TO PASS THE WORST TIME AND BRINGS BACK A BEAUTIFUL LIFE AGAIN. ONLY YOU CAN BRING SMILE IN MY FACE, IF YOU ARE WITH ME OR NEAR ME I DON’T EVEN NEED ANYONE, YOU ARE THE BEST GIFT IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU GOD FOR SENDING ME INTO MY LIFE, AS MY GIRLFRIEND TO HER. NOW THE THINGS IS ONLY TO PRAY A GOD. LETS PRAY TOGETHER AND HOPE TOGETHER TO GOD; LET OUR WORST DAYS SHALL PASS SOON AND BRINGS OUR GOOD DAYS BACK. LET OUR SMILE COME BACK SOON AS BEFORE. LOVE YOU MAMA.

 

 

TOUGH TIME IN OUR RELATIONSHIP

 

IT’S A VERY TOUGH LIFE TIME IN THIS PRESENT SITUATIONS, I CAN’T EVEN COMMUNICATE WITH HER BECAUSE 6 DAYS BEFORE OF HER BIRTHDAY I LOST MY SMART PHONE ON THE WAY. WE CAN’T EVEN TALK EACH OTHER THOUGH WE NEED TO TALK SOME IMPORTANT WORDS IT’S VERY DIFFICULT TIME. DON’T KNOW HOW TO CALL AND TALK TO HER AND ASK HER ABOUT HER HEALTH, IN THIS CONDITION SHE NEED ME BUT I’M HELPLESS TO, I CAN’T EVEN GIVE A CONFIDENT TO HER SUPPORT HER BECAUSE OF NO MOBILE PHONE. WANT TO BE WITH HER NOW, WANT TO SUPPORT HER, WANT TO GIVE A STRENGTH, WANT TO MEET HER WANT TO SEE HER BUT I’M HELPLESS FEEL LIKE DYING BECAUSE OF ME SHE GOT A PROBLEM ON HER HEALTH AND SHE GOT TENSION ALL BECAUSE OF ME BUT I’M HELPLESS. CRISIS OF MONEY, NO MOBILE PHONE, CAN’T SUPPORT HER, CAN’T CALL HER. SOMETIME IF I MET WITH MY FRIENDS THEN ONLY I CAN CALL HER AND ASK ABOUT HER. NOW MY LIFE IS TOTALLY CHANGE. I USED TO THINK ALWAYS EACH AND EVERY SECOND ABOUT HER BUT IF WE MET SOMETIME I CAN’T EVEN APOLOGIZE HER, BUT DEEP INSIDE MY HEART ONLY SHE IS THE ONE AND ONLY I USED TO THINK ABOUT HER ALWAYS THOUGH I TELL TO HER ABOUT MY FEELINGS I LOVE HER SO MUCH. WANT TO STAY WITH HER AS FOREVER BUT THE CONDITION IS NOT WHAT WE THINK. SO SORRY MRS. BOLOT (MAMA). I WILL TRY TO GIVE MY BEST TO SUPPORT YOU AS ALWAYS AND GIVES YOU A TIME FOREVER THOUGH IT TAKES TIMES I WILL BE WITH YOU FOREVER AND EVER MAMA. YOU ARE MY LIFE AND WORLD NOW. LETS PRAY TO GOD; LET OUR ALL BAD TIME WILL END SOON AND COME A GOOD TIMES SOON IN OUR LIFE. LET’S PRAY AND HOPE TO GOD; MAMA. YOU ARE MY EVERY THING NOW. I WILL GIVE MY BEST TO KEEPS YOU HAPPY IN OUR LIFE (FUTURE). LOVE YOU ALLOT MAMA (BOLOT). GET WELL SOON MAMA. LET’S BRING OUR SMILE TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN & LET’S BRING OUR HAPPINESS AGAIN. LET’S BEGIN OUR LIFE AGAIN MAMA.

AFTER LONG TIME

AFTER FEW DAYS, WE MET AGAIN BUT AT THAT TIME WE ARE NOT AS BEFORE, I FEEL LIKE WE ARE CHANGE IN SOMETHING, BUT CAN’T FIND YET WHERE WE ARE CHANGE. I FEEL LIKE SHE GOES FAR FROM ME. I KNOW SHE IS NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL DUE TO HER PRESSURE SHE GOT TENSION ON HER MIND.  AT THAT TIME WE HAVE MANAGE SOME MONEY FOR HER FIRST TREATMENT. FEEL HAPPY (INSIDE HEART) THAT SHE CAN HAVE NOW, HER FIRST TREATMENT FOR HER HEALTH. WE HAVE MORE THREE TREATMENT NEED TO BE DONE ITS VERY PRESSURE ON US BEING OF JOBLESS IT’S VERY DIFFICULT TO EARN MONEY, SOME HOW WE MANAGE. LET HER FIRST TREATMENT COMPLETE GOOD.  AFTER THAT, SHE HAS TO BE DONE MORE THREE TREATMENTS. NEED TO EARN MORE MONEY BY FEW DAYS FOR NEXT TREATMENT.

 

 

SPECIAL TIME ON RAIN

 

 WHILE MEETING AFTER FEW DAYS, IT BECAME A SPECIAL TIME FOR ME TO SPEND WITH HER, BECAUSE, SINCE MY CHILDHOOD I ALWAYS THINK, WHEN I MAKE A RELATIONSHIP, I WILL WALK ON THE RAIN WITH MY GIRLFRIEND. THAT WAS MY DREAM. IT CAME TRUE BY HER, I WAS LUCKY TO GET HER IN MY LIFE; MY WISH HAS COME TRUE AFTER SHE CAME INTO MY LIFE AS MY GIRLFRIEND. UFF WEATHER WAS RAINING, WE BOTH WERE WALKING ON THE ROAD WITH ONE UMBRELLA, I WAS LOOKING AND FOLLOWING HER, LOOKING HER TENSION FACES WITH SWEET HEART. UFFF.... THAT’S DAY. WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH HER ON THAT DAY BUT WE CAN’T. WE ARE WALKING FOR AND HOUR ON THAT DAY & IT WILL GIVES ME A SWEET MEMORY IN MY LIFE. ONE SIDE IT IS ROMANTIC & ANOTHER SIDE IS PRESSURE. HAVE TO MANAGE & MAINTAIN EVERYTHING IN RELATIONSHIP. THAT WAS MY TOUGH (DIFFICULT) TIMES WITH SWEET MEMORIES EVER. WANT TO SPEND WHOLE DAY & NIGHT WITH HER BY HOLDING HER HAND. NOW IF SHE GOES HOME, WHEN WE CAN MEET AGAIN, NO IDEA! BECAUSE, I DON’T EVEN HAVE A MOBILE PHONES TO CALL HER. IN THIS BAD SITUATION MANY BAD THING HAPPEN TO ME LIKE, LOSING ENERGY, LOST OF MOBILE PHONE, HEALTH PROBLEM & CRISIS OF MONEY.

 

HER FIRST TREATMENT IS ON MONDAY, LET EVERY THING GOES PERFECT. NOTHING BAD SHOULD COME INTO HER HEALTH. GOD; LOOK AFTER US, PLEASE! WE ARE YOUR CHILDREN. WE NEED HELP FROM YOU. AFTER THIS TREATMENT WE HAVE MORE TREATMENT HAS TO BE DONE, ONLY WE CAN PRAY YOU, GOD; HELP US! EVERY THING IS IN YOUR HAND NOW, ABOUT OUR BAD & OUR GOOD. GOD; SET US FREE FROM THIS ILLNESS AND GIVE US FREEDOM FOR OUR WHOLE LIFE & NEVER BE BACK TO US THIS TYPE OF CONDITION. HER FIRST TREATMENT IS COMPLETE & ITS SUCCESSFUL AND RESULT CAME POSITIVE, WE ARE HAPPY NOW. WANT TO BE WITH HER ONCE AGAIN. MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP STRONG, WITH FULL OF JOY & HAPPINESS. SET US FREE FROM THIS EVIL DAY’S & BRINGS BACK TO OUR BRIGHT DAYS.

     EVERY BAD THINGS HAPPENED BY ONCE, HOPE IT WILL NOT TURN AGAIN IN OUR LIFE.

WE SHOULD BUILD OUR RELATIONSHIP STRONG; WE SHOULD NOT LEAVE ALONE WHEN HE OR SHE IS IN NEED OR IN DIFFICULT TIME. LET’S STAY TOGETHER SUPPORT HIM OR HER FOREVER.